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On July 17th, I was shocked and stunned and almost in disbelief. After over 4 months of pouring my heart and soul, my essays worth of advice and comfort, my caring calm peaceful attitude, it was not her who said yes to me, but me, who said yes, to her. I never would have expected her to be the one to ask me to be with her. I always imagined one day me bringing it up and her saying she'd like to try it out and make it work. I never thought the opposite could happen. But, I'm certainly not complaining...
Why do I love this woman? Why was she worth 4 months of my effort to reach and show the kind of person I am? What do I see in her? Why was she the one in my eyes?
Well...
Strong and Sweet- She has been through a lot of drama and troubles and situations, that she has all went through and came out of, either learning a lessons or, frankly, learning what her care can do to people in such a great way. Her sweetness knows no bounds and the amount of determination she has to go on and help anyone she can, and to do anything she can to help them cheer up, is beyond moving and touching and admirable.
Uplifting- She is such an uplifting figure. From her words to her art to her advice, there have been so many times were she has helped to lift people up from their sadness and to show them that they have someone to help them, someone to rely on and someone to help them keep going.
Motherly- While she might doubt this, she portrays so many motherly characteristics that I look for. She is sweet and kind, helpful and soft spoken. She is there for people and she is the one to really put a bandage on a scrape or kiss a bruise. She really is a great mother already to out shining gem, by all the times she says i love you, and says to feel better, and gives her a kiss. She is a wonderful mommy.
Mature- Through all of her strength and kindness mentioned above, this all proves how mature she is. She is working hard in her college classes, she has a job that she somewhat enjoys and even made a friend in. She is a great writer and a great listener. When I think of maturity I don't just think of age I think of knowledge and actions. And she acts in a very mature manner when helping people, and she is very knowledgeable in how to help others.
Encouraging- With her words and comforts and positive attitude she is the definition of encouraging. She always encourages others to try to do things to make them feel better, or help them to try things a different way or to see the advice that she gives. She is a motivator and works hard to help people choose a path.
Reflective- Something that I don't think she really truly knows about herself, but I see, is that she, well, is a reflection of me, but better. She cares with words and art, she tries to make amends with everyone, she gives people second chances, she is smart and strong mentally and she is an all around angel in my eyes. But why is she better? Because, well, while I have my family who loves my care, I feel like a lot of friends in the past didn't enjoy it, or at least, weren't helped successfully. And I know that you can't "win them all", but with Summer, for the most part, at least more then me, has helped so many people successfully. She has such a big loving family because of it and I admire it all. Inside of her heart I see a loving and devoted woman, a woman who trusts and loves and cares for many. I see all of this and admire it and aspire to be like it, like her. I love her with all my heart. Summer, I love you beyond anything else and beyond anyone else. You've given me so much joy and happiness in the past 2 months and I know that we will last a lifetime and even more. You are my temptress, my beautiful cornflower mare and woman, and my soft sweet special Summer~
(pay attention to the first letter of the bold words above)
For you when you come on back from work, even though I might be away, I hope this gets a teary-eyed and loving feeling from you:
"You've made me happy, you've stopped my blue.
You've given me love, that'd I've wanted from you.
When you are gone, I whimper and sigh.
But I know that it is not a goodbye.
I am proud, of everything that you do.
Because a day at work is tried and true.
I know that when, I see your bright face.
I ascend into a heavenly place.
Your touch, your breath, is all around me.
And I hope mine too, Is there for you to see.
You're my hope, my dream and my song.
I'll hold you close. This is where you belong.
So I'll wait, for you, for a million days.
For my Summer sun, is always shining her rays... "
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Why do I love this woman? Why was she worth 4 months of my effort to reach and show the kind of person I am? What do I see in her? Why was she the one in my eyes?
Well...
Strong and Sweet- She has been through a lot of drama and troubles and situations, that she has all went through and came out of, either learning a lessons or, frankly, learning what her care can do to people in such a great way. Her sweetness knows no bounds and the amount of determination she has to go on and help anyone she can, and to do anything she can to help them cheer up, is beyond moving and touching and admirable.
Uplifting- She is such an uplifting figure. From her words to her art to her advice, there have been so many times were she has helped to lift people up from their sadness and to show them that they have someone to help them, someone to rely on and someone to help them keep going.
Motherly- While she might doubt this, she portrays so many motherly characteristics that I look for. She is sweet and kind, helpful and soft spoken. She is there for people and she is the one to really put a bandage on a scrape or kiss a bruise. She really is a great mother already to out shining gem, by all the times she says i love you, and says to feel better, and gives her a kiss. She is a wonderful mommy.
Mature- Through all of her strength and kindness mentioned above, this all proves how mature she is. She is working hard in her college classes, she has a job that she somewhat enjoys and even made a friend in. She is a great writer and a great listener. When I think of maturity I don't just think of age I think of knowledge and actions. And she acts in a very mature manner when helping people, and she is very knowledgeable in how to help others.
Encouraging- With her words and comforts and positive attitude she is the definition of encouraging. She always encourages others to try to do things to make them feel better, or help them to try things a different way or to see the advice that she gives. She is a motivator and works hard to help people choose a path.
Reflective- Something that I don't think she really truly knows about herself, but I see, is that she, well, is a reflection of me, but better. She cares with words and art, she tries to make amends with everyone, she gives people second chances, she is smart and strong mentally and she is an all around angel in my eyes. But why is she better? Because, well, while I have my family who loves my care, I feel like a lot of friends in the past didn't enjoy it, or at least, weren't helped successfully. And I know that you can't "win them all", but with Summer, for the most part, at least more then me, has helped so many people successfully. She has such a big loving family because of it and I admire it all. Inside of her heart I see a loving and devoted woman, a woman who trusts and loves and cares for many. I see all of this and admire it and aspire to be like it, like her. I love her with all my heart. Summer, I love you beyond anything else and beyond anyone else. You've given me so much joy and happiness in the past 2 months and I know that we will last a lifetime and even more. You are my temptress, my beautiful cornflower mare and woman, and my soft sweet special Summer~
(pay attention to the first letter of the bold words above)
June 19th, 2016. 2 Days After Being Together:
For you when you come on back from work, even though I might be away, I hope this gets a teary-eyed and loving feeling from you:
"You've made me happy, you've stopped my blue.
You've given me love, that'd I've wanted from you.
When you are gone, I whimper and sigh.
But I know that it is not a goodbye.
I am proud, of everything that you do.
Because a day at work is tried and true.
I know that when, I see your bright face.
I ascend into a heavenly place.
Your touch, your breath, is all around me.
And I hope mine too, Is there for you to see.
You're my hope, my dream and my song.
I'll hold you close. This is where you belong.
So I'll wait, for you, for a million days.
For my Summer sun, is always shining her rays... "
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Photos/Photo Edit Posting
Might do some photo editing today. Unfortunately since I don't have the full version of Picmonkey due to not having even 10 dollars in my bank account I'll have to resort to... ugh... using the snipping tool to crop out what I do. Not saying I'm going to start being active here but just saying that If I do photo edits there isn't a reason to NOT share them here. I know I'm never going to get as many comments or anything on whatever I post here, be it due to Eclipse or my lack of activity here since college began. Also, it's interesting how often I STILL see people mass favoriting the commissions I did for Torben. I will always be proud of those works, as well as the silhouette edits. Perhaps in the future when I can afford Picmonkey I will catch up with those, but for now I'd like to go back to the simple photo edits. Thanks for the 590 people who are still watching me.
Gone But Not Forgotten (Poem)
Gone but not forgotten,
lost but not let go.
Patience is my only path,
waiting is all I know.
Terrors sharp and rotten,
worries inside my head.
That you have yet to return,
yet goodbyes have not been said.
The days have turned to weeks,
the weeks have felt like years.
These pains consume my body,
these memories turn to fears.
Patience is what I say,
to ease my internal cries.
But slowly my words begin,
to feel like reassuring lies.
Gone but not forgotten,
my determination true.
Patience is my only path,
a path that leads to you.
~Birdisjell (https://www.deviantart.com/birdisjell) :icona-bright-idea: :iconsummersketch-mlp: :iconxxzebra-printxx:
Pull The Plug (Poem)
It's time to pull the plug.
It's time to cut the thread.
It's time to let the past go.
Leave it be until dead.
It's time to move forward.
It's time to forget forgiving.
It's time to trust in instincts.
To finally begin living.
It's time to pave your path.
It's time to go it alone.
It's time to shape your desires.
To make your dreams your own.
It's time to take a stand.
It's time to clean this mess.
It's time to be rid of this weight.
This burden on your chest.
It's time to consider action.
It's time to try and mend.
It's time to meet your maker.
To prevent a grueling end.
It's time to pull the plug.
It's time to cut
Lost, Forgotten, Afraid, Confused (Just A Poem)
Lost, forgotten, afraid, confused.
Rifled, trifled, stifled, abused.
Controlled, constrained, confused, and framed.
Battered, shattered, splattered, and shamed.
Tooled, fooled, blinded by lies.
Arrested, detested, congested by cries.
Tears, fears, sears from fire.
Scolding, withholding, steers into ire.
Trapped, concealed, hidden, afraid.
Darkness, blindness, forthrightly strayed.
Lost, forgotten, afraid, confused.
Awoken, aware, determined, refused.
Idk why i wanted to write this but
I did
And I spent 20 minutes doing it figuring out word rhymes.
This was harder than it looks.
~A-Bright-Idea (https://www.deviantart.com/a-bright-idea) :iconSummerSketch-MLP:
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As always, your words are special to read and so well put together, and you can just feel the love and emotion you poured into them.
You already know how much I love you guys, but you just give me more reasons to say it...LOVE YOU BROBRO!
You already know how much I love you guys, but you just give me more reasons to say it...LOVE YOU BROBRO!